Dreams from My Father.txt
Barack Obama
Dreams from My Father
"For we are strangers before them, and sojourners, as were all our fathers."
PREFACE TO THE 2004 EDITION
A LMOST A DECADE HAS passed since this book was first published. As I mention in
the original introduction, the opportunity to write the book came while I was in
law school, the result of my election as the first African-American president of
the Harvard Law Review. In the wake of some modest publicity, I received an
advance from a publisher and went to work with the belief that the story of my
family, and my efforts to understand that story, might speak in some way to the
fissures of race that have characterized the American experience, as well as the
fluid state of identity-the leaps through time, the collision of cultures-that
mark our modern life.
Like most first-time authors, I was filled with hope and despair upon the book’s
publication-hope that the book might succeed beyond my youthful dreams, despair
that I had failed to say anything worth saying. The reality fell somewhere in
between. The reviews were mildly favorable. People actually showed up at the
readings my publisher arranged. The sales were underwhelming. And, after a few
months, I went on with the business of my life, certain that my career as an
author would be short-lived, but glad to have survived the process with my
dignity more or less intact.
I had little time for reflection over the next ten years. I ran a voter
registration project in the 1992 election cycle, began a civil rights practice,
and started teaching constitutional law at the University of Chicago. My wife
and I bought a house, were blessed with two gorgeous, healthy, and mischievous
daughters, and struggled to pay the bills. When a seat in the state legislature
opened up in 1996, some friends persuaded me to run for the office, and I won. I
had been warned, before taking office, that state politics lacks the glamour of
its Washington counterpart; one labors largely in obscurity, mostly on topics
that mean a great deal to some but that the average man or woman on the street
can safely ignore (the regulation of mobile homes, say, or the tax consequences
of farm equipment depreciation). Nonetheless, I found the work satisfying,
mostly because the scale of state politics allows for concrete results-an
expansion of health insurance for poor children, or a reform of laws that send
innocent men to death row-within a meaningful time frame. And too, because
within the capitol building of a big, industrial state, one sees every day the
face of a nation in constant conversation: inner-city mothers and corn and bean
farmers, immigrant day laborers alongside suburban investment bankers-all
jostling to be heard, all ready to tell their stories.
A few months ago, I won the Democratic nomination for a seat as the U.S. senator
from Illinois. It was a difficult race, in a crowded field of well-funded,
skilled, and prominent candidates; without organizational backing or personal
wealth, a black man with a funny name, I was considered a long shot. And so,
when I won a majority of the votes in the Democratic primary, winning in white
areas as well as black, in the suburbs as well as Chicago, the reaction that
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